Giving in..

No it’s not going to work.

No it’s not going to work.

I can’t see us tolerating each other anymore.

Yes I promised you forever,

I made you dream moreover,

I gave you hope and I gave you life.

Only if I knew how much of a person I am,
I wouldn't had taken that flight

I wanted to make you happy,
I wanted nothing less than the world for you.

But I am scared of the monsters now, 
I can’t face them anymore

Maybe I am the only reason they grew.

All the promises that you loved when I made, kept me fighting for you,

But you now call them fake.

I can’t be scared and take care of you.

My eyes are still blind how can I show you anything good.

PrIde

My pride is my weapon that kills me and shields me.

In shaky moments it pulls me together,

In embarrassing moments it destroys me.

For the days I have seen, my pride is my need.

Even for the purest of love I cant make it leave.

Is it holding me back or pushing me further?

Is it patting my back or tapping my shoulder?

How can I give up, that I have so dearly nurtured?

To save me from the people and their unreasonable culture.

Its like my mother who raised me quietly.

Love me with it or leave me with it,

But don’t take it away and leaving me with me.

when dreams come alive.

Words r yours sound is mine

Kisses r yours touches r mine

Faith is yours  promises r mine

Your stubbornness for my hand

And my selfishness of your sight

I think it is a sign

Bricks of love and mortar of trust

Is how I will decorate our den

Colours of happiness we’ll paint the wall

Passion of living grows stronger with u

Every day my dreams are new

Life was a mere word thought I knew

I sneaked through the lanes of darkness

Your voice gave me courage to open the doors

A glimpse of those smiley eyes swept me off my feet

I ran into your arms coz you were what I had dreamed.

Love is you :)

When did u come in?

U didn’t even knock, u didn’t even tell

U filled me up with your smell

I dream with u when u close your eyes

I am ready for everything that ahead lies.

I was happy in my life, I even had dreams

But Bappi your touch gave them wings

When I am with you I start breathing

I found the purpose of my being.

I now know, how to smile

I now know, what I missed all this while

My heart found a home in u

It dances fanatically when u sing

Hold my hand without a reason

Walk with me until the horizon.

The silence of your smile rumbles my day

The laughter in your eyes makes my heart sway

I know now that we are supposed to be

Coz your presence fulfills every part of me. :*

Silent noise within.

No matter how thick you build the wall,
Somewhere sometime it will tear down.
Everything that looks permanent, will change
The purest of emotions will also drain
You will live without the thing
For which you used to live.
Thinking of the end in every beginning,
Cursing your loved ones, who make you weak.
Life is like a continuously transforming maze,
You can’t run twice in this race.
Every passing minute,
Takes a bit of you, with it.
Nothing remains but the blurred images,
That you stored in your eyes.

I see your face…

My world is upside down,
I am flanking to breakdown,
My eyes are welling up,
I see your face and I smile.

A mountain pushes me down,
I have nothing to hold on,
Fighting with every pain,
I see your face and I smile.

I could close my eyes and walk with u,
I could jump off I cliff with you,
All it takes is a smile on your face,
To make my life worthwhile.

It's not Life

Sitting alone in the corner of a room,

Eyes closed waiting for d doom.

Will is tied to an immoveable rock,

Head is lowered under a cane

Mind is ashamed to let breathe,

While it forces your heart to beat.

Some days in life you just want to quit,

But benefit of doubt makes strong out of a weak.

To give a reason we call it a fight,

Nothing works when we stand this plight.