Silent noise within.

No matter how thick you build the wall,
Somewhere sometime it will tear down.
Everything that looks permanent, will change
The purest of emotions will also drain
You will live without the thing
For which you used to live.
Thinking of the end in every beginning,
Cursing your loved ones, who make you weak.
Life is like a continuously transforming maze,
You can’t run twice in this race.
Every passing minute,
Takes a bit of you, with it.
Nothing remains but the blurred images,
That you stored in your eyes.

I see your face…

My world is upside down,
I am flanking to breakdown,
My eyes are welling up,
I see your face and I smile.

A mountain pushes me down,
I have nothing to hold on,
Fighting with every pain,
I see your face and I smile.

I could close my eyes and walk with u,
I could jump off I cliff with you,
All it takes is a smile on your face,
To make my life worthwhile.

It's not Life

Sitting alone in the corner of a room,

Eyes closed waiting for d doom.

Will is tied to an immoveable rock,

Head is lowered under a cane

Mind is ashamed to let breathe,

While it forces your heart to beat.

Some days in life you just want to quit,

But benefit of doubt makes strong out of a weak.

To give a reason we call it a fight,

Nothing works when we stand this plight.

My limitations

There is a something i can’t say,

There is a secret i cant share,

Somebody show up,

And take me away.

There a lie i never believed,

There a truth I always denied.

I have shut my eyes,

Somebody protect my voice.

There a silence that screams to me,

There a monster living inside me,

When every choice carves a hole,

U know what has shrunked is your soul.

If My Heart Could Speak...

I liked you more than love,

I wanted you more than air.

Your thoughts followed me everywhere.

But only if my Heart cud speak,

you would know my love was deep.

Your eyes were a cage,

That my eyes could never escape.

Every smile that you spent on me,

to a fairyland it swayed me.

But only if my Heart could speak,

You would know u had already owned it

You had me as ur friend,

But I don't know when,

My friendship had come to an end.

I waited for you to feel the same

You never knew, now who is to be blamed

But only If my Heart could speak ,

I would know it was a crush DAMN IT!

Loner is…

Loner is a person who needs a hand.

He is the one who gives a hand.

Loner is the one who loves to dream.

He is the one who wants to scream.

Loner is the person who needs a hug.

He is the one who cares for none.

Loner is the person who hates you

He is the one who treasures you.

Loner is the person who reads/ writes poetry.

He is the one who talks continuously.

Loner is every tear drop you shed

He is sometimes a smile you met.

Loner is a me and a you

He is the one who disappears...

When hearts are glued.

Life is a Climb

Forever does not exist

Neither dos love nor friendship..

We live on the bread of hope

So however thin hold tightly your rope.

We climb up, up, and up

But never reach the top..

So enjoy your trek n leave out all the rest

Although tomorrow in not promised

To pull us up our dreams still exist

Its not about how many will cry when you fall

Its about how many pray u never fall

The fall is inevitable

But never stop climbing as we are always capable.

My best friend…Aalya

She is bizarre and totally different from me.

I always find her around,

when I recall any best or worst memories.

She can bring me to ground without cutting my wings,

She can put me on a cloud within a blink.

I understand myself better, when I am with her.

Words are no longer important,

to know what she means.

I can’t imagine life without her irritating stories.

She is too much for me to lose,

at least for another few centuries!

No matter what awaits in future,

She’ll be there for me am sure.

This reduces the nervousness of my mind,

Coz I know I can count on her at any time.

I truly wish, she wins the world,

shins like a star, and gets endless happiness…

Coz then, I won’t be the only one, relishing in them!

I love to see her smile.

I love to see her smile..

I love to see her dance with pride..

She is the only one I trust,

Her approval for my goals is a must.

She is wid me when am heart broken.

Her arms for me are always wide open.

She taught me to breathe when the lights go out,

She believes in my every deed without a doubt.

I can’t lose her at any cost.

She helps me from not getting lost.

I dream to make her proud one day,

I want her to live even when I go away...

She is none other than my inner-self,

Who blows life into me every now and then..

What i Want..

Why is it so difficult to live alone?

Why cant loneliness be with happiness?

Why is it dat I need someone,

even when I don’t want to talk..

I hate the person who said “no man is an island”,

coz it is so damn correct!

Is this paranoia or is this the echo of my empty heart,

Which challenges me to prove that man wrong.

While I walk on this bridge that is narrow and high

But takes me to the world which although without people

Is so friendly and waiting to be mine.

I want to hear the unspoken,

See the unseen,

feel the things that one could only think.

I want an extraordinary life of a saint..

I want my brush and my paint…

Miss you Mum..

You are there somewhere

Praying for me, Crying for me

Laughing for me,

Don’t think that I am not aware

Coz I know u care..

You are my friend, u r my guardian.

You are my luck and my alien.

When the world turns it back on me

U are the one who supports me.

I know no truth,I know no lies

I know no wealth, I know no cries

My Bible in you it lies

When you look content, I know I am right.

Every bit of me longs for you

I know u can see me through

My love for you can never end

To prove it, you know I wont pretend.

They may say that you live no more

Never the less I care no more

For in my heart your soul dwells

And now you completely belong to me..