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Sunday, July 12, 2020

Lonely and Beautiful

My goals, I have made to keep me sane, need my brain to focus.
My heart which is currently in pain is making my entire body ache
Fighting with myself to save myself. 
But really what I want to do is pull my heart out and throw it out of the damn window
Maybe if I bleed through my veins instead of my eyes, the pain would go.

Saturday, April 11, 2020

Clarity

I am sure now that, I was created to provide temporary love and support to the poor, scarred by family - girls.
I was not meant to change them or take their pain go away forever but to give them the care for a while, that they missed.
I am sure that I am the dog in their lifes that makes them happy at the end of the day.
I am not owned by someone but I am an exploited by right, care-giver.
I am sure now that I am a fool of love that works day and night for less than free.
I am not what the World sees, I am exactly what I was created to be.

Saturday, February 10, 2018

i love a bird


I am in love with a bird. My bird loves me too.
But it’s a bird and I don’t know when it would fly to never come back
My love gives the bird an anchor a sky a tree to come back.
But my bird cares about the other birds that don’t have a tree
I only have one tree, my bird has thousands of places to be.
My bird comes back to me no matter how far she flies,
I send my leaves to her every time she takes a while.
I love my bird so much that sometimes I hate my roots.
I am in love with a bird. My bird loves me too.
I want to fly with my bird but I also want to remain as this tree for her to rest.
I miss my bird but I trust my love.
I question my bird enough for her to know I care.
I hold my bird enough for her to not hate my hand.
People see my bird flying in the sky unaware that the bird loves this tree and its roots.
My bird carries an important piece of me everywhere it flies.
I believe in my bird and her flights.
I am in love with a bird. My bird loves me too.

About a few Noises

When I look at a women, I see colours 
When I look at a man I see black and white.
Elderly women still wear colours 
But after a certain age men typically stick to white shirts and black bottoms.

When I look at a man in his eyes while he sits across the room I see him begin to improvise his body language in a way he thinks might be impressive.

When I let a women know that I am looking at her she continues to be lost in her thoughts and letting her voice disappear under the noise of others.

Sitting at my usual place on a weekend I spend an hour listening to the noises that surround me.
I hear some rock music album playing in the cafe 
I hear batch of fresh graduates catching up with their college folks dreaming about their future destinations and being nostalgic about the past times. And trash talking about the folks that are absent. They are so involved in their group discussion that they forget that her are invading my chaotic thoughts.
I hear a girl speaking with a partner on the phone, waiting for her friends to arrive.
I hear a dog curling near my table to warm up for the chilly breeze about to hit him.
I hear the sound of people flying 2 feet above the ground, forcing the slower once to fly faster.
I hear the footsteps of the people walking in and out of the café continuing on their opinions about behaviours.
I hear a queen walking with her toddler trying to make him obey her commands.
I hear the breeze now giving everyone a chill some noticing it while others letting themselves be in someone sun
I hear the shop owner counting his earnings and putting some in his pocket before he pulls down the shutter to fly off to his castle.

The noises let me dissolve in them, letting their existence be the only thing that lives.


Saturday, December 9, 2017

Humanity lost in err

To err is human. But what is an err?
To forget you keys is an err?
To break a rule is an err?
To cuss while arguing is an err?
To disrespect a weak is an err?
To attack a defenceless is an err?
Human being are different from animals because they have a "moral" to differentiate between right and wrong
But when this moral is overpowered by desire and power we humans err.
Hence thiefs, rapists, abusers, murders and all other poor misguided souls are just humans that err. 

Sunday, July 2, 2017

Girl with a butterfly tattoo

You love the parts that I try to hide.
I was walking around given up on getting surprised.
I thought I was too careful to let go of my mind.
I thought I had already lost the best things I was to find
How little did I knew that I would pass by you.
Covering my heart's eyes, I glanced upon you.
It didn’t take me too long to notice,
How easily your rhythm had become my rhyme.
I discovered a whole world unfold in your smile.
Blessed with this gift, I risked all of it.
Allowed you in and exposed all the scares within.
You saw my naked soul and didn’t even blink!
You are the right fit of the other side of my heart.
Things I hide from the world, how do you love those parts?

Saturday, May 20, 2017

About love and loss

The world thinks, people don’t know how to love. But I feel that it is something we do constantly.

A love that is not reciprocated is difficult to express.
A love that is not needed by someone is depressing to keep.
A love for an absent person is painful to feel. But we still manage to love.

Love is fear. Fear of geting your heart ripped out,
fear of going too far, fear of being the only one in love.

I wish heart breaks weren’t so awful, it would had made love less fearful.
I wish you could trade the pain of your loved one with something you had.
I wish you could articulate love just by the sound of your heart beat. There’s no way that one would lie.


What’s right when you are wronged by life?
It just makes hurting other people little easier.
And that’s how the world slowly loses the ability to love fearlessly